Tuesday 13 October, 2020

A shiggaion of David, which he sang to the Lord concerning Cush, a Benjamite. 1 Lord my God, I take refuge in you; save and deliver me from all who pursue me, 2 or they will tear me apart like a lion and rip me to pieces with no one to rescue me. 3 Lord my God, if I have done this and there is guilt on my hands— 4 if I have repaid my ally with evil or without cause have robbed my foe— 5 then let my enemy pursue and overtake me; let him trample my life to the ground and make me sleep in the dust. 6 Arise, Lord, in your anger; rise up against the rage of my enemies. Awake, my God; decree justice. 7 Let the assembled peoples gather around you, while you sit enthroned over them on high. 8 Let the Lord judge the peoples. Vindicate me, Lord, according to my righteousness, according to my integrity, O Most High. 9 Bring to an end the violence of the wicked and make the righteous secure— you, the righteous God who probes minds and hearts. 10 My shield is God Most High, who saves the upright in heart. 11 God is a righteous judge, a God who displays his wrath every day. 12 If he does not relent, he will sharpen his sword; he will bend and string his bow. 13 He has prepared his deadly weapons; he makes ready his flaming arrows. 14 Whoever is pregnant with evil conceives trouble and gives birth to disillusionment. 15 Whoever digs a hole and scoops it out falls into the pit they have made. 16 The trouble they cause recoils on them; their violence comes down on their own heads. 17 I will give thanks to the Lord because of his righteousness; I will sing the praises of the name of the Lord Most High.

We can all be blinded by our own righteousness.  David seems to be aware of this and has no hesitation in laying himself, his actions and his integrity bare before the Lord to ask that God, who knows all our minds and hearts, to be the righteous judge in the circumstance.

The question that comes to me is how ready am I to completely lay my integrity and heart bare before the Lord and ask him to work in my circumstances?  Opening ourselves to God and allowing the Holy Spirit to guide or convict us is the only way that we can walk in freedom.

I would like to be far more like David, quickly trusting God to work out the tough places through life, my refuge, shield and protector.

Oh Lord, at times it is easier said than done, to lay my heart bare before you and trust You with me, but I have also experienced that this is the only way to truly walk in freedom. You are always at work in me for my best life. Holy Spirit come and guide our steps.  

Written by Suzie Hodgson